What does Jesus mean to me right now in my life?" The first thoughts that come to mind are that I am forgiven from my sins. But that answer came remotely as though I was answering a Sunday school question (if I went to Sunday school) or a foundational lesson that I want to teach my girls.This Easter season I ask myself, "
Not belittling that most awesome fact- that my sins are taken away- nor to make light of what it took for that to happen- nor to be unthankful to our Father's most gracious HEART- nor to say that THAT answer so foundational and simple should be a more elaborate one so that I may sound more "spiritual". (For that is the beauty of the gospel is it not? So simple and full of LOVE.) But I was posing this inquiry to myself searching for an honest response answering the questions, "What have you been thinking about concerning your life in Christ? What does Jesus mean to me right now in my life?"
And after pondering a few quiet moments I think my answer to myself is that He gives my life PURPOSE.
In my humanness I cannot keep present in my mind ALL of the vast benefits of His salvation and the depth of their meaings simultaneously in my conscious. Maybe you are more (or less) human than I... Right now in this period of my life when I wonder, "What difference is MY life in the scheme of all existence?" I concur with the Spirit that my life has meaning only when it is hidden in HIS. And so thankfully it is.
He has redeemed my life. And it is I that no longer live but Him through me. That does sound heady. But when I put to death my desire for self preservation, I find my purpose in HIM. My life has been redeemed; I have a purpose TO my life because of Him and FOR Him. And this is the way that makes me feel this Easter as I ponder about His death and Resurrection.